3: 3 Fears
Abandonment, False Reality, God
4: 3 things I love
Catie <3 , animals, knowledge/learning
5: 4 turns on
nice thighs, cute facial features, intelligence
6: 4 turns off
bad hygiene, ignorance, smoking
7: My best friend
I have three that I’d officially call best friends: Catie, Randall, and Jonah
8: Sexual orientation
9: My best first date
I’m hoping to have that tomorrow with Catie, actually <3
10: How tall am I
11: What do I miss
Multiple answered question, really: Catie, my drive to play video games, my drive to read books
12: What time were I born
3:51PM, I believe.
13: Favourite color
Dark Purple! :D
14: Do I have a crush
15: Favourite quote
I have too many favorite quotes, sooooo I don’t think I can answer this :I
16: Favourite place
Anywhere that I can be with Catie, really.
17: Favourite food
PIZZA…. PIZZA….. I WANT PIZZA NOW ;_;
18: Do I use sarcasm
Pft, nope…. [See what I did there?]
19: What am I listening to right now
Markiplier scream at some horror game on Youtube in another bro- OH MY GOD THAT SOUNDED TERRIFYING -wser tab.
20: First thing I notice in new person
intelligence, humor, emotions
21: Shoe size
22: Eye color
23: Hair color
24: Favourite style of clothing
Dark colors, big shirts and hoodies, loose but not too loose pants, geeky stuff, but with some metal / stainless steel accessories and studded bracers~
25: Ever done a prank call?
Yep. I called Walmart back in 5th grade… I’m slowly realizing how funny it was too XD
27: Meaning behind my URL
Shimomeiji: Shimo Meiji, my alter-ego, mainly my RPG or MMORPG gaming alter-ego. The name stems from his creation: Shimomaiji, my first World of Warcraft character that I wanted to be the essence of what I’d be if I lived in a fantasy world. I realized I screwed up the spelling, and since this ego stemmed from a beginning Frost Mage, I named him Shimo (Frost) Meiji (Mage). So basically, Shimo Meiji is my alter-fantasy-ego.
28: Favourite movie
LET ME IN (2010) <3
29: Favourite song
No idea O__O
30: Favourite band
DIR EN GREY
31: How I feel right now
Excited yet bored… :I
32: Someone I love
33: My current relationship status
In a serious relationship with my girlfriend Catie~
34: My relationship with my parents
Mother-Son Relationship: Well established.
Father-Son Relationship: Confusing and unstable.
35: Favourite holiday
36: Tattoos and piercing i have
I have SO many tattoo ideas…. But no, I have no tattoos or piercings.
37: Tattoos and piercing i want
AMO on my right wrist, 343 on my left wrist, Triforce on one of my arms, the Japanese kanji for inochi (life) on my left hand, Japanese kanji for kokoro (heart) on my right hand, the Roman numeral VII on my neck right above my collarbone, and maybe Psalm 91 on my neck under my long hair~
38: The reason I joined Tumblr
To express myself, of course~
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
Taryn: Best friends~
Emma: Best friends~
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
From Catie usually ^-^
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
Yep. Catie XD
42: When did I last hold hands?
Wednesday with Catie… XD
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
About 30 minutes.
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?
I AM A MAN, DAMMIT. (No.)
45: Where am I right now?
In my room…
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
I don’t plan on drinking o_o
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
49: Am I excited for anything?
OH MY GOD I AM READY FOR TOMORROW.
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
Most of the time in public.
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
… I’d honestly probably just kill myself, actually.
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
Not that I know of.
55: What is something I disliked about today?
My girlfriend kept getting upset, even though she did nothing wrong, and I fell back into an old habit for a second worrying about her, but I’m all good now~
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
So… Maybe… People…. I DUNNO?! D:
57: What do I think about most?
Catie, philosophy, general knowledge, cute stuff, and funny stuff.
58: What’s my strangest talent?
I can pop my eustachian tube (right ear) due to a disorder in that ear by barely tensing my upper jaw.
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
Looking up while laying down outside…. Scary and trippy as fuck O_O
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
61: What was the last lie I told?
… I literally have no idea… XD
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Online chatting via video.
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Ghosts, to an extent. Aliens, to an extent.
64: Do I believe in magic?
To a spiritual-based extent.
65: Do I believe in luck?
Yeah, or as it’s better known: probability XD
66: What’s the weather like right now?
Typical Northeast Georgia weather, I guess.
67: What was the last book I’ve read?
… *thinking*… The Fault In Our Stars was the last book I opened up if that’s what you mean o.o
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
…. Yes ._.
69: Do I have any nicknames?
Aji and Adie
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?
Hyper-extended my wrist once.
71: Do I spend money or save it?
Save then spend like mad.
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?
A tongue implies anyone’s tongue, so yeah. Catie does it all the time, actually o.o
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?
74: Favourite animal?
RED PANDA <3
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
Hellson…. Makes sense to me….
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
Boys & Girls by LM.C usually always works~
78: How can you win my heart?
Intelligence, compatible humor, and a loving heart and mind.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
80: What is my favorite word?
Either “cuddle” or “perturbed”…. VERY different, I know lol
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
No idea. Most of them don’t do shit anymore :I
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
“Love each other, for the sake of life.”
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
86: What is my current desktop picture?
A photoshoot pic of Dir En Grey.
87: Had sex?
88: Bought condoms?
89: Gotten pregnant?
I AM A MAN, DAMMIT.
90: Failed a class?
91: Kissed a boy?
92: Kissed a girl?
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
No, but I’d love to do that…
94: Had job?
95: Left the house without my wallet?
96: Bullied someone on the internet?
I dunno o.o
97: Had sex in public?
I haven’t had sex o_o
98: Played on a sports team?
I played four years of children’s baseball a LONG time ago XD
99: Smoked weed?
100: Did drugs?
101: Smoked cigarettes?
102: Drank alcohol?
I think my dad gave my a sip of beer when I was little to make me not like it XD
But, other than that, no.
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
Ovo-Lacto-Vegetarian for a little over three years :3
104: Been overweight?
105: Been underweight?
106: Been to a wedding?
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
… Why would I NOT be on the computer for 5 hours straight O_o ?
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
109: Been outside my home country?
110: Gotten my heart broken?
… Twice… Technically thrice… But I’ll go with twice…
111: Been to a professional sports game?
112: Broken a bone?
113: Cut myself?
114: Been to prom?
115: Been in airplane?
116: Fly by helicopter?
NO D: !!
117: What concerts have I been to?
Dir En Grey back on 12/07/2011.
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
For a while, yeah… I was really fucked up in 7th grade in so many ways…
119: Learned another language?
I know some Latin, a little bit of Japanese, and a little bit of German.
120: Wore make up?
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
I’m 17, so I guess we’ll see what happens this year? o.o
122: Had oral sex?
123: Dyed my hair?
124: Voted in a presidential election?
125: Rode in an ambulance?
126: Had a surgery?
127: Met someone famous?
…. I don’t think so o.o
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
129: Peed outside?
130: Been fishing?
131: Helped with charity?
I WISH. OH MY GOD I HAVE SO MANY CHARITIES I’D LOVE TO HELP ;__;
132: Been rejected by a crush?
133: Broken a mirror?
134: What do I want for birthday?
JRock/JMetal CDs :I
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
I want two or three… I definitely want one daughter and one son…
I’m not sure about first names, but I’d love to give a daughter Quillene as a middle name in honor of my passed away grandmother, and a son Richard as a middle name in honor of my father.
136: Was I named after anyone?
The first man of humanity according to Christian/Jewish religion.
137: Do I like my handwriting?
It’s okay XD
138: What was my favourite toy as a child?
OH MY GOD MY TRANSFORMERS. I MISS THOSE THINGS SO BAD. OH MY GOD.
139: Favourite Tv Show?
Bizarre Foods With Andrew Zimmern most likely.
140: Where do I want to live when older?
Probably just in Gainesville, GA.
141: Play any musical instrument?
Drums, guitar, bass, and keyboard/piano.
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
There’s a scar on my left hand from back in fourth grade. This one kid was making fun of my recently deceased dog, and I was so upset and I wanted to hurt him, but he was on the other side of the room so I… kinda grabbed a pencil out of my desk and stabbed the back of my hand… three to five times :I
143: Favourite pizza toping?
MUSHROOMS AND SPINACH.
144: Am I afraid of the dark?
145: Am I afraid of heights?
OH MY GOD VERY O_O
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
148: What I’m really bad at
Not being a burden.
149: What my greatest achievments are
Being able to play instruments, have good writing skills, and finishing all four Latin courses at my high school recently as well as having my first big relationship begin (with Catie) recently~
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me
That I was pathetic, or that I’d die alone.
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery
SPOIL. SO. MANY. PEOPLE. OH MY GOD.
152: What do I like about myself
My eyes, my talents, my hair, and my knowledge.
153: My closest Tumblr friend
Kitty, also known as Catie XD
154: Something I fantasise about
Catie… A LOT :x
155: Any question you’d like?
Adam, how did you get so sexy?
Gurl, I was born this way. *snaps*
Please stay calm.
Don’t tell her not to do that then you go and hurt yourself…
Yes, you can’t stand that…
Yes, you can’t stand that either…
Just don’t give up on living today.
Just don’t take your pills and go to bed in the middle of the day…
Don’t hurt yourself…
Don’t hurt yourself…
Just stay calm.
She hates you now…
All because you tried to keep her from a deathly habit…
It wasn’t your place to stop her…
Now she’s angry and stressed…
Just don’t hurt yourself, please…
Just calm down…
She doesn’t know about you and why you hate that…
…. Calm down….
GET OUT OF HER FUCKING HOUSE YOU FUCKING HELLSPAWN.
DON’T CAUSE HER TO LIGHT ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE DEMONS AND INHALE.
DON’T CAUSE HER TO FALL INTO OLD HABITS.
GET OUT OF HER FUCKING HOUSE.
She lays upon a bed of nails she has constructed herself.
The spikes purposely rusted for a more painful impaling.
She feels as though she must descend into some purgatory to cleanse her sin;
Yet there is no sin.
She remains pure, yet casts herself to the side as if she was the fire of hell.
There she lay, white dress and all, upon the bed of nails.
The bed of nails: her pseudo-purgatory.
“Darling,” her lover says. “Do not cast yourself down. I have not been wronged.”
Yet she slashes her ears, rendering herself deaf to the necessary words.
Unable to be heard, her love can do nothing but sit…
Sit and stare at his beloved upon her ideal of purgatory.
“Self-inflicted and unnecessary.” he mumbles as he thinks.
He thinks of how much he deserves his own bed of fire.
He never wants her upon her own hell, therefore he places himself in his.
“Misery loves company!” the audience shouts as the suicides continue for no reason what-so-ever.